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Bae Area
03:11
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Is there room inside you're suitcase, because you know I love to fly. If I lay down on the runway will you wave and say goodbye? I thought you move to a home, and a home doesn't move, but as it turns out I've been stripped of my roof. I'll find something else. I'll compare it to you. I'll lie to myself and say that I have improved. I will park my car wherever you are. At the moon I yell your name, and you won't hear a thing. Am I allowed to be mad? Fuck the times we had. I want more. I am an asshole.
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Billions Of Lighthouses
03:11
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I'm crying I'm laughing I'm feeling again. Jerry is dropping into the deep end of the bowl with a PBR, whats the appeal? Convincing myself this is real I am real. This is real I am real. End of the day and I don't feel at home. Constantly avoiding checking my phone to see what your new life is like now that you're gone. First thing tomorrow I won't check my phone. I won't check my phone. Let's dance in the dark and get too drunk to stand. Smoke in our eyes while our pupils expand. We'll fuck like we used to and you'll miss your class.I'll clean the apartment you won't have to ask. We'll sleep through the day with your head on my chest. You'll be there for me and I'll give you my best but it's time to admit that it's all in my head. Truth is I'll never be with you again.
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My mind is asleep but my body's awake. Cuz I've been up working so you can forsake. My work is almost finished or at least I hope. Cuz I am uncertain. That's how I cope. Do I have enough momentum? Do I have enough fuel? Cuz I'm the mechanic and you are my tools. When it malfunctioned I lost my grip. We lost control the cargo hold we watched as it split. All 37 of us. Not enough time to discuss. Drifting away on our own. Goodbye Sierra Leone. Can we fly to a place in the vacuum of space. Without time to whither away our love and our hate. All 37 of us.
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401kms
05:08
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as sit alone in my car parked in my driveway i cant help but have the same conversation to my empty passenger seat “i don’t understand” “im so scared” “is what im feeling even real or am i just lying to myself again?” “why did u lose hope in me?” “do you love me?” but i never wait for the answer instead as i look off past the trees into what feels like complete nothingness. i embrace the answerless questions and feel exactly that. nothing
i hate u
wait for the phone count all the rings
how long does it take u to give up on me
live like a ghost phase through me
we’ll float through the city endlessly
my heads not right what went wrong
please help me fix it or i’ll be alone
the rest of my life singing this song
to nothing and no one singing along
i hate u
worn out shoes worn out jokes
like zach’s from california and nick still has hope
that one day soon things will work out
but i am just a deadbeat she doesn’t care about
but that is just a crutch there’s bigger things at play like why cant i make all these thoughts go away
like ill just join the navy cuz it’s something to do or give up on everything and sulk about u
u never fucking loved me im a low life piece of shit
tell ur fucking boyfriend all the fucked up shit i did
cuz i hate you
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Full Send Wolcott, Connecticut
CT music that makes you feel nostalgic in a bad way.
Nick Ciarlo
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